Hatred..~

What's the meaning of hate, hatred, being hate.. Why we couldn't just just made a deal so that everyone can understand each other situations? If this possible, that means, no war could occur. But first, let's not think of war situation. If we think back on our daily life.. it seems like almost everyday we come upon conflict. I shouldn't say its bad because it does help us grow up. Just think of your experience..

I once have this friend, a good friend actually. We used to talk a lot, debate a lot, share idea and vision together a lot. But the thing is, he has this specific way to express his unsatisfying feeling towards someone is really weird and, what can i say, its suck. Really really sucks. Well, that's what makes me really hate him. Its been a year already, my inner self still wouldn't acknowledge him. It's all because of his behavior last time.

But lately, I've given a thought on this matter. I'm almost finish studying. Maybe its time for us to make peace to each other. I do feel tired of this hate. But my ego said that until he realise that last time was his mistake and he appologize to me, then till then I'll never forgive him. I know this ego thing would destroy me if I think rationaly. Deep inside me, I could say that I really want to make friend with this person again..

Think rationally before you act because hatred might destroy you..